We are nothing but servants of Allah..

trust.respect.reputation.

These can be earned, but not bought

and some people just don't get it

love..

a real love will break through.. a fake one will break up.. ~husna najid

alone...

perhaps...

i should just make the best of what i have now...

being solo...

and alone...

destiny is a matter of choice...

Allah kan ada... :)

*huhuhuhu..what else can i do anyway??*

subconsciously...

my.subconscious.mind 

a heart that betrays

I have to really get a grip..

I will do everything i can to avoid that one thing that i shouldn't do..

Allahu Akbar..

Astaghfirullah al Azeem..

Ya Allah..let my iman commands my heart..

*husna, tolong sedar diri*

keeping myself busy

Astaghfirullah al azeem...

i just need to tell someone...

so i'm writing this down...

n i read it back...

just to let me realize how i truly feel...

&who & where am i now...

now i realized...

i really have to try harder than my hardest...

to love Allah the most...

to remember Allah each&every seconds of my life...

and to do everything for the sake of Allah...

so when I'm busy...

I'll think of Allah...

n when I stop...

I wont think of you anymore...

instead..I'll think of Allah...

p/s: its not that i wanna think about us...its just that I've spent years with u..so it isn't that easy to forget...

but InsyaAllah...I will forget u...