keeping myself busy

Astaghfirullah al azeem...

i just need to tell someone...

so i'm writing this down...

n i read it back...

just to let me realize how i truly feel...

&who & where am i now...

now i realized...

i really have to try harder than my hardest...

to love Allah the most...

to remember Allah each&every seconds of my life...

and to do everything for the sake of Allah...

so when I'm busy...

I'll think of Allah...

n when I stop...

I wont think of you anymore...

instead..I'll think of Allah...

p/s: its not that i wanna think about us...its just that I've spent years with u..so it isn't that easy to forget...

but InsyaAllah...I will forget u...